Some craps

We all understand but we've nvr say.
We'd nvr say, because we all understand.
Maybe I was being selfish , for telling no one.
But all I wanted was tat we could stay this way forever.
I wanted you to be with me.
I didn't wanna hurt you & make you cry.
I'm in a hard position ;
Hardest ever;
you'll nvr know how hard it was.
I was so lonely , all by myself.
Life is hard , on me & on you
That's why we all understand , but we could nvr say.
That's why we chose to shut up & not to cry.