well, lets pray

Today was great with bestie , at least I smiled.
I didn't really know how to describe my feeling but I think she knows.
I still have so much with me , so much in me.
I have a big prob of holding on too many photos ! like almost 760 of them.
I seek for a change , my blog will be under my hands tmr .
This yr is coming to an end , so soon.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR
I'm not suppose to be this lonely
I don't deserve to
goodnight everyone .

I wish I was that brave

I'm a new me
I'll live this year & say goodbye
I'm really too tired , cant take it anymore
Nothing can be trusted ,only tears are true
I miss bestie so much & will be meeting her soon
I must protect bestie and I love you bestie!
haha :D must smile ~~~ no matter wad
lots of photos , but lazy to upload , tmr?
will try to meet up wif mich asap as well,
she helped me thru a lil & I appreciate it . =)
This yr will be tough ! but I believe I can pull it thru!
I really miss my buddies in china ,
love them so much !