how can I put it this way?

A BIG SAD NEWS
I twist / broke / wadevered my finger!
Its BLOODY PAIN !
I tell you
I cant even move it !
It hurts like ****
& now its getting from bad to worst!
OH, my dear FINGER!
I've been taking good care of you for so many years.
Pls dont leave me now , its a RIGHT HAND you know!!!!
I'm so scared tat the docter will twist & turn my finger,
Sent me to see god.
SPEECHLESS......