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Yet another sleepless night.

I have so many problems and worryings.
Got a call from mum , ended up with ugly words again.
she said bro is jobless!!!! (he dislike e job)
I'm so worried for you bro, are you ok?
I really hope I could fly to you right now. =(
I'm really so confused , damn!
I guess I cant be the one tat I used to be.
This world is forcing me to change, to a "reality" person.
If wad mum said was right, tat this world is so complicated.
Then when I'm I gonna become successful person?
Or maybe a ordinary person,work and slp everyday.
oh please; I'll be so happy if the world END now!

Tomorrow
another day of doubt and mistery
I'm sick and tired to explore and live it !
Dance is my one last way,
to be myself and look at myslef in e mirror clearly.
Look closely, it tells a story.

Last, before I go.
I found this photo;
Winter is leaving silently , and the earth would be green again.

The end of winter; beijing.
(damn cool)