The end of the world

Today, I got the lastest news.
That I have to retake my math subject.
I was just shocked & didn't know how to react.
after not speaking for a sec, tos tears jus rushed out from my eye.
Uncontrollable, really.
I have another 9 days left.
I'm really gonna take this chance.
peepo may think its a small matter,
no , its really like the END OF THE WORLD for me.
If I've lost this chance, then I'll left NOTHING.
Must thank those girls who were there for me.
I've alrdy think it over.
There is no point crying over a spilled milk.
I have to pack up move on.
I know I CAN do it!

special thanks to mich today.
WOW, I cant imagin I'm W/O you today.
& yea.
really , friends were the only support for me now.
I really hope they are all there for me.
Cos, I'm really very scared & lonley now.
Is everything changing?
who to blame?
My self! So _|_ me.
Those words were always important to me,
& I gotta know my stand.
I have no voice to speak to you,
but I'll just pray for you in my heart.
& yea,Thanks too brenda,
I do hope luck was on my side!

Now here is wad sucked the most,
if I failed my exams, I cant go for SYF
& I have to study for 1 week++ again.
OHKAY OHKAY,
I wont I wont,
I cant do this man!